Sorry For All Tears :/

  Staring out of the window,listening to the sound of raindrops. wondering if the rain can wash away my pain. Everything is mess these day, it's my BIRTHDAY ! my life , my friendship, everyone that i care about :'( everything ! ughh why do i  have to face all these ? why ? :( at times i care for someone, they left! At times i say i need someone in my life, they left me! Don't you think that i deserve to be happy ? I'm not as strong as you think . There are time when i can't hold my feelings anymore, i just want to be alone and burst to tears . sorry for you biyy :'/ . i don't want to says goodbye , but i have to , i don't know why :( there is no point loving someone who already not in love with you. i feel that :'( Don't search for me when i'm no longer live in this world, you don't even care when i'm still alive. :'/ (WHAT A SAD LIFE)