I Just Miss You :/

Haih, marah saye lagi ke ? 

Baru berape minit kite okey dah gaduh balik ? 

Boleh tak saye nak happy macam dulu ? Boleh tak kite tak gaduh dalam sehari ? Boleh tak ? saye dah penat laa. Saye penat asyik nak gaduh je, Saye tak suke bulan nieyh, kite banyk gaduh kan ? Oh yes ! and bulan nieyh banyak buat saye sedih :( . Saye nak awak ade dengan saye time saye perlukan awak, time saye sedih , time saye happy . Kenape mesti saye rase gembire dalam 20 minit and sedih selame 2 hari ? kenape bulan nieyh saye banyak masalah ? :(. saye penat la , sometimes tu saye rase sedih sangat :/  saye dah tak larat nak chillkan diri . saye dah penat nak jage hati perasaan sendiri. saye tak kuat macam awak sangke. Saye macam perempuan lain jugak, saye ade hati.Saye ade perasaan. Saye mudah TERSENTUH. saye cepat menangis :'( Saye lemahkan ? Yes, memang lemah ! tapi sebab ape ? sebab awak dah takde dengan saye. support saye , yeah. saye rase hopeless bile cakap bende nieyh. awak, saye mintak stu je sayang, saye nak awak dengan saye perbaiki relationship kite. boleh kan ? :') As long as we're trying , I'm staying! That's all I can promise . Saye nak relationship kite yang dulu. saye sayang awak budak kuat jelous . I miss you so much! Eh no. I don't miss you. I just miss how you treated me. I just miss our memories. and all the good things we ever do certainly I don't miss you . Saye rindu text text sawan kite dulu. Saye rindu our late calls kite. Saye rindu nsk gelak sedu sedu dengan awak . Maaf sebab banyak berahsia dengan awak, and maaf sebab banyak buat awak sakit hati. Saye tahu saye bukan yang terbaik untuk awak. tapi sekurang-kurangnye saye dah cube. Bile awak tengah marah saye, jangan ikot ego awak. Jangan terlalu ikotkan hati. Hati saye macam mane? Oh, campak je laa jauh-2 . Senang :(

Sorry For All Tears :/

  Staring out of the window,listening to the sound of raindrops. wondering if the rain can wash away my pain. Everything is mess these day, it's my BIRTHDAY ! my life , my friendship, everyone that i care about :'( everything ! ughh why do i  have to face all these ? why ? :( at times i care for someone, they left! At times i say i need someone in my life, they left me! Don't you think that i deserve to be happy ? I'm not as strong as you think . There are time when i can't hold my feelings anymore, i just want to be alone and burst to tears . sorry for you biyy :'/ . i don't want to says goodbye , but i have to , i don't know why :( there is no point loving someone who already not in love with you. i feel that :'( Don't search for me when i'm no longer live in this world, you don't even care when i'm still alive. :'/ (WHAT A SAD LIFE)

Gonna Miss You Forever & Ever :/

                              Assalamualaikum, Hrmpp :/ 
  

Maybe I like someone else, but It won't be the same . I miss you. I miss our's memory. 

I still do. No one else will compare to you. No one else will be the same or even close. I will never be able to give all of myself to anyone else, because, I already gave myself to you. I will always look for you in everyone i meet. I wish it's you. :'/ I'm acting like i'm happy, but i'm NOT :'/ 

Dear Brain, sorry for everloading you with thoughts him.

Dear Pillow, sorry for all tears. Dear Heart, sorry for all damage.